I am Unwritten

cheers

jezkah1487@aol.com — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 05:52:18 GMT

to a rekindled friendship

oh..and i eee hat physics. a lot..

the end

plop

jezkah1487@aol.com — Tue, 09 Dec 2008 02:45:53 GMT

"those who find themselves cheated of the glamour their fantasies provided them, have finally come to terms with the harsh reality of their own life.
"

--Jessica Orifice--

ps: heres my boo!!

Hurricane Stupid

jezkah1487@aol.com — Wed, 20 Aug 2008 01:41:34 GMT

It didnt even rain in Tampa...what a bunch of idiots..

Yea...thats all i have to say...except...my babies cuter than ur baby!!!!!!!!

Wow...IM POSTING....LOL

jezkah1487@aol.com — Tue, 08 Jul 2008 23:06:30 GMT

ive been a stay at home mommy alllllll summer and i LOVEEEE it! its the best job in the world...too bad the fall semester is coming around the corner...blah..

anyways, me kyle and Carson are moving into our new apartment on July 24th! im so excited!! i cant wait to get the hell out of this apartment! we are buying all new furniture and stuff with my financial aid money for fall...ill have like $$6,000 left over!! sweeeett! :]

ok thats all for now...bye!

ps: check out all of Carsons new pictures on myspace or facebook! he's wayyy cuter than any little boy in this whole wide world!

To All Who Care!!

jezkah1487@aol.com — Fri, 16 May 2008 04:02:09 GMT

My baby boy ((Carson Garrett Manno)) :] is already 2 months old..and he's way cuter than your babies will ever be!!
i just cant believe that hes growing so fast! I cherish every day with him!

I love my life as a mommy..couldnt ask for more!!

I GOT ALLLLL A'S and one B this semester!! woo hoo! go me!
whoever said it was going to be harder with a baby was a slacker..cuz i did more than good this semester!

My car is sort of broken...i cant drive on the highway..only on regular rodes..basically i cant drive faster than 60 without losing control..cuz my struts or springs or something on my front tires are loose..causing me to have little to no handeling on my car..which = not good!

i want to go home for like 2 weeks...home = Cape Coral..but having difficulties getting there...maybe ill take 41 all the way home or something..

anywho...i need to start working out to get back in shape...its just hard with little carson not sleeping thru thr night yet..cuz it leaves me with just enough energy to take care of him thru the day..not enough to work out...soon he'll be sleeping thru the night and i can get back on track and get some freakin sleep!! hahaha

next semester (fall) im taking physics, physics lab, biology 1, biology 1 lab, and Intro to Geology

should be a difficult semester..but ill manage some how!

thats all for now.

hope everything is going good for everyone.

see ya!

dont write in this much anymore...

jezkah1487@aol.com — Sat, 26 Jan 2008 16:16:16 GMT

**33 weeks prego tomorrow...getting very uncomfortable
**cant sleep
**wake up every 2-3 hours to pee thanks to Carson laying on my bladder!
**cant eat a normal meal for i get full in two seconds..therefore eat like 6 little meals a day..which ur supposed to do anyways..so whatever

anyways, having my baby shower for tampa next saturday (2nd) and the one in cape coral on the 9th! im really soooo excited!

my friends have been absolutely AWESOME through everything!! i thought id lose touch with some..but thats just the opposite! my friendships have only grown STRONGER! shows that my friends have always been true and genuine to me!

...VENT TIME...

well except for one or two that i dont talk to anymore... it wasnt by choice at first..this person just started getting distant, i lost contact..i tried to contact that person, and got nothing in return..so i dont try anymore...dont care anymore really..if our friendship meant that little to them..then i dont care either. so now its by choice that we dont talk, becuz honestly, if this person DID contact me NOW, i dont even think i would give them the time of day...kind of like what that person did to me all of a sudden...

if i could give this person advice..it would be - dont let others change who you really are. you let our friendship go...something that meant a lot to me but obviously nothing to you...its cool though..you missed out on the best part of my life...and ill never forgive you for that. ever. hope your happy with the decision that you made.

yep......

jezkah1487@aol.com — Tue, 18 Sep 2007 13:53:01 GMT

JUST IN CASE YOU DIDNT KNOW ALREADY...........

IM PREGNANT!

Jessica Orifice and Kyle Manno are having a baby March 16,2008

yes, im still in school and plan to finish..on time!

<3

yea..

jezkah1487@aol.com — Fri, 25 May 2007 20:08:53 GMT

AppleBees needs to hire me

work starts on saturday...damn kiddies all summer

oh man!

yesterday i saw

jezkah1487@aol.com — Sun, 20 May 2007 21:32:13 GMT

drawing maps

they were very good

back to 5...and they rock!

I PASSED

jezkah1487@aol.com — Fri, 11 May 2007 21:26:56 GMT

COLLEGE ALGEBRA!!!!!!!!!!!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

MY BIRTHDAY LIST!!

jezkah1487@aol.com — Tue, 20 Mar 2007 22:42:46 GMT

CASIO EXILIM DIGITAL CAMERA

RADAR DETECTOR

CINGULAR PHONE

HAIR CUT AND DYE

MANICURE AND PEDICURE

MONEY

GIFT CERTIFICATES TO STARBUCKS

ETC

IT COULD GO ON

OK BYE!

PS:

APRIL 20 = MY BIRTHDAY WOOT WOOT!

RIP JENNA LEIGH HARVEY...3-19-07...

jezkah1487@aol.com — Tue, 20 Mar 2007 04:30:03 GMT

its funny how life works

...How all the little insignifigant things within your life that you have selfishly been letting control you, seem so juvenile and pety when something that is real and meaningful happens...

stupid fights, arguments, pregnancy scares, bad grades, long work hours, pimples, weight, dirty dishes,.... ALL these things dont mean a thing anymore when you lose something so valuable...a life...thats something that should REALLY matter...not all these little things.

i promise to never let little things fog my mind of what is really important in life...living.

Life is clealy too short to hold grudges, leave your loved ones mad, hold back your feelings....simply live your life the best you can.

no one will ever know why she took her own life, what was going through her head when she did it, or why she felt it was the only thing left for her to do BUT, i want everyone to know this:

EVEN WHEN YOU THINK YOU ARE ALONE IN THIS WORLD WITH NO ONE TO TURN TO...KNOW THAT GOD WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH OPEN ARMS AND AN UNJUDGING SOUL. JENNA HAD/HAS MANY WONDERFUL FRIENDS AND A LOVING FAMILY. ITS A HUGE TRAGEDY TO THINK THAT SHE FELT SO ALONE AND DEPRESSED THAT DYING FELT BETTER THAN LIVING.

NEVER LET A DAY GO BY WITHOUT TELLING THE PEOPLE THAT MEAN THE MOST TO YOU THAT YOU LOVE THEM

NEVER LET A DAY GO BY THINKING YOU ARE EVER ALONE..BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT

NEVER LET A DAY GO BY THINKING SUICIDE IS THE ANSWER

NEVER LET A DAY GO BY THINKING NO ONE WILL MISS YOU WHEN YOU'RE GONE

BECAUSE

JENNA LEIGH HARVEY,

....WE DO...

FOREVER YOU WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.

IT WASNT YOUR TIME TO GO
ITS JUST SAD THAT YOU DIDNT THINK THE SAME WAY.

WE ALL LOVE YOU AND WILL MISS YOU DEARLY.

mmmm!

jezkah1487@aol.com — Thu, 30 Nov 2006 01:17:23 GMT

my boyfriend is amazing!!

my best friend is awesome!!

i could not ask for more!

KYLE GARRETT MANNO
DANIELLE REA KEENAN

you guys have my heart!

Lets Get It Onnnnnn!!!

jezkah1487@aol.com — Tue, 24 Oct 2006 15:28:34 GMT

I have court tomorrow at 130pm...for all my traffic tickets...oh mannn!

KYLE'S COMING TO VISIT ME THIS WEEKENDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!! IM SOO EXCITED!!! I FREAKIN MISS HIM SOO MUCH!! THIS WEEKEND SHOULD BE SO MUCH FUN! I CANT WAIT!

I have 2 jobs now...chilis as a to-go person and the pool as a lifeguard for the city of temple terrace! sweet dude! money money money!

...i.hate.cold.weather.with.a.passion...

blaaaa!!!

:OH::AND: THERE'S THIS BOY....

***JAMES CHRISTOPHER ZAJAS***

WELL..

I KINDA LOVE HIM! HE'S PROLLY THE COOLEST KID EVER ANDDDDD HE'S MY BEST FRIEND! WOW, LUCKY ME! :) AND WOW SERVERS ARE DOWN UNTIL 1-2PM TODAY SO HE'S PROLLY GOING CRAZY RIGHT ABOUT......NOW!

I GOT A JOB

jezkah1487@aol.com — Wed, 04 Oct 2006 03:28:12 GMT

SELF EXPLANITORY!!!

CHILIS AS A SERVER / TO GO GIRL!!

IN TAMPA...COME VISIT!

TOTAL INSANITY!

jezkah1487@aol.com — Mon, 02 Oct 2006 15:51:57 GMT

this weekend was just simply amazing!.....so many cape coralers were up here for spires/RIP/reeds b-day party!

Friday, there was a party at nick, justin, reed, and tuceys apt...i drank 2 big bottles of wine by my self...its called trashed! then me and kyle went back to my apt...and ill leave the rest untold ;)

saturday morning, me and kyle laid in bed till 12ish and then went down to the pool where everyone was.. and laid by the pool for a while. then we got ready and the boys went to the UA Hangout for the beer pong tournament sign ups and me kelly maggie bradell lindz and dani all went to TGI-Fridays for happy hour and got shitty! then headed over the UA...when we got there i started a tab and drank like a fish all night long! hey dani - what did you want? a wet what?! a wet pussy! hahaha its an awesome shot..you should try it! we got to UA at like 630....and didnt leave until 2am! we were fucking goneeeeee!! kyle got kicked out of the bar 3 times and so did elliott for jumping on tables and trying to fight and shit...you cant put that many cape coralers in one bar! lol rich ended up getting arrested for fighting...suxxx

so we left and went back to spires place for the party...i was way too trashed to be there...there were hip to hip people...so i walked back to my apt...so glad we live in the same complex! anyways, from what people have told me...as i was walking from chris' to my apt, i was throwing chairs, beerbottles, and hitting things. I dont quite remember that! haha smed jr! i got into my apt and starting punching the walls! thats so weird of me! i never act like that! anyways, i put my purse down in my room and started walking back over to spires' (dont ask me why!) and i saw like 30 of the boys running over...they started fighting some kids in the hallway right by my apt...geeezzz!! so i grabbed kyle cuz they cops were being called and we started walking towards nicks apt...right when we were walking up the stairs, a cop stopped us, and started questioning him. i talked for him cuz he was too trashed and she let us go. we mingled with nick for a little bit and then went back to my apt and watched red eye...and then passed out.

sunday morning was quite amazing! i had a wonderful shower...ill leave it as that!! hahaha then kyle went with nich to bail rich out of jail...then jessie, reed, rich, nick, danielle, me and kyle went to the olive garden....yummmm

after that, kyle left with rich to go back to cape coral :( saddddd
i dont wanna jinx things...but he makes me very happy!

well im going to catch up on some sleeping..

happy!!

jezkah1487@aol.com — Fri, 15 Sep 2006 15:36:21 GMT

i know most people write in their livejournals to vent or to yell at the world.

i know im guilty of doing it..on more than one occation! lol however, today im going to write about how i feel as of lately.

i smile more than ive ever smiled before. im always in a good mood! im chipper, giddy and uncontrollably happy! which is obviously a good thing!

i dont know what has come over me but i love it! i dont think i have been this genuinely happy in such a long time and im enjoying every moment of it!

sometimes i fall into depression stages, as do most people, but i havent seen that side of me in quite a while....its awesome.

i wake up everyday and am happy about my life. No aspect of it would i change right now except to hurry along the process of me losing weight...but even in that aspect...ive lost 15lbs so far and loving every minute of it. i dont mind working out and eatin right becuz in return, my old clothes are beginning to fit again which is sooooo exciting! school is going good..im actually learning stuff and getting good grades!!

well onto my little transformation:

i kinda just woke up one day and said i dont like how i look and im going to change it immediately, and i did

i dyed my hair brown..not black
i let my gages close (again!)
i used my 3 free tans at plant beach so i now have my wonderful italian tan back
im allowing my hair to grow out and its getting pretty long!
i took my tounge ring out and its offically closed
im wearing girlier clothes...which i dont particularly like..but im dealing with it!
and
thats it for now!

on another note: i am completely and totally obsessed with crystal light packets that go into your water!!

have a wonderful day!

I LOVE MY MOM...MY NIGHT WAS AWESOME!

jezkah1487@aol.com — Sun, 03 Sep 2006 17:59:58 GMT

me and Jessie went to stevie tomatoes to meet bartz and rich up there...

had a camikazie drink, a jaeger bomb and a couple beers

so i get a phone call from my mom all drunk and yelling...she was at Martinis with her friends and told me to go there so me harv and some guy Rob she knew went to martinis

the bouncer wouldnt let me in..but i guess my mom knows some people lol...and i got in anyways!!

had:

8 jaeger bombs
4 camikazie drinks
2 water moccasins
4 beers
1 blue raspberry martini

HAHA lets say i dont remember much! i do know that jessie was huggin the toilet in martinis for like an hour straight until we finally got her in my car and i drove home (which was definately NOT a good idea at ALL) im pretty mad at myself for driving...my mom drove home too and she was beligerant

she was soo funny! she was dancing with all these young guys and they were all over her! dude! shes married! but damn does she kno how to have fun! they were calling us double trouble and every time a guy would try to come talk to me she'd grab me and say something along the lines of..."shes mine, i made her!" which was perfectly fine with me..i dont need to pick up any guys in a bar or anywhere for that matter!

well anyways,

that was the extent of my night..cape corals gettin a little bit funner..congrats coma town! i actually had fun! lol

See ya'll when i see ya!

love,

!!O-Face!!

PS: SORRY FOR EVERYTHING LAST NIGHT...UNNECESSARY DRAMA...DONT BE MAD AT ME :( XOXO

I don't see it!!!

jezkah1487@aol.com — Thu, 31 Aug 2006 16:26:22 GMT

I WANNA...

jezkah1487@aol.com — Wed, 30 Aug 2006 05:00:43 GMT

write how i feel right now

kinda like vent and let everything come out and put it all on the table..but we all know that its not best to do that...people may be hurt in the process

i just have soo much to say and im sick of bottling it up inside..i bet if i let it all out, it wouldnt even make sence anyways

itd be a bunch of unfinished thoughts scattered in every direction under the sun!

i dont even really know why i am typing this right now..i guess it makes me feel beter subconsciously becuz im kinda talking about what i want to say but im really not

i dont know...

im waiting for justin aulls to call me so i can go and pick him and jared goldman up at the University Hangout Bar...i told him id pick him up after the beer pong tournament him and jared entered..and he said hed give me money! sweet dude! whatever for money! i need it desperately!

kk goin outside to sit on our porch! cya!

MEEEEEEEE

jezkah1487@aol.com — Tue, 29 Aug 2006 20:57:29 GMT

GOD!! I LOVE LIFE RIGHT NOW..

I CANT REALLY EVEN EXPLAIN IT!

ITS JUST AWESOME

I APPLYED AT OLIVE GARDEN TODAY AND I WAS INTERVIEWED ON THE SPOT AND HAD TO TAKE A PERSONALITY TEST AND MET ALL THE MANAGERS...THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO CALL ME WITHIN THE NEXT 2 DAYS! SO LETS HOPE THAY GOES WELL!

SCHOOL IS COOL...MY CLASSES ARE PRETTY EASY

I CHANGED MY CAREER GOAL...NOT MY MAJOR..MY MAJOR IS THE SAME THING

ANYWAYS, I WANT TO BE A PHYSICAL THERAPIST FOR SPORTS MEDICINE...THEY HAVE THAT SCHOOL AT FGCU..SO THATS WHERE ILL BE ATTENDING SOON!!

WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW!

"EVERY SAINT HAS A PAST AND EVERY SINNER HAS A FUTURE"

I READ THAT SOMEWHERE AND THOUGHT IT WAS A COOL QUOTE!

classes

jezkah1487@aol.com — Thu, 24 Aug 2006 23:35:57 GMT

Anthropology
professional writing
public speaking
music in the US
general chemisty 1
general chemistry 1 lab

WOW! and im not talking about the dumb game kyle manno!! or zajas for that matter..im talking about i got my damn hands full this semester!

oh well..im sure ill do good!

had an interview as a bartender today..hopefully i will get the job..if not im fucked! i need money ASAP! any ideas??!?

UPDATE

jezkah1487@aol.com — Wed, 23 Aug 2006 23:41:38 GMT

if you havent already noticed...i now live in my new apartment in tampa.

im all moved in and everything is organized.. i just hung our new pretty curtains in the living room...im kinda like the man of the house hahaha i do all the maintanence and hard work! lol

well i basically love it here and our apt is beautiful and clean and has a theme in each room...the living room is maroon, off white and black, the kitchen is a wine theme....and the dining room is maroon black off white and gold..eveything matches!! and its soo cute!

well damn, it better be fucking cute..me and danielle spent over $600.00 decorating our apt and 200$ each for our rooms....yea we're crazy but youd be jealous of how tight it is!

well i miss a lot of certain people and i hope they know that...

life is pretty nice though..not living in a little apt dorm room lol....having my oun place with my name on the lease..i finally grew up!

SPAM MAIL....

jezkah1487@aol.com — Thu, 10 Aug 2006 20:57:15 GMT

so i find this in my spam mail this morning...

Subject: Are You Over Your Ex?
Date: 8/10/2006 1:24:34 PM Eastern Standard Time
From: LifeScriptHealthyAdvantage@lifescript.com
Reply To:
To: jezkah1487@aol.com

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HEALTHY, WELL AND WISE SECTION
Are you over your EX?

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After all, if you really loved someone then you can’t just expect to erase him completely from your memory. If you can't get someone out of your head, maybe their supposed to be there. So how do you know if you’re truly over your ex? Read on to find out…

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So, thats really weird...i never ever read spam mail, but with a subject line like that...i really couldnt resist..what coincidental timing...its like someone is trying to tell me something..i dunno

jezkah1487@aol.com — Wed, 09 Aug 2006 20:45:26 GMT

this is such fucking bullshit...

its selfish...the whole situation is so dumb

its like being a victim of a fucked up situation

2 wrongs dont make a right...but whatever

i dont even know what i am talking about right now

talk to jessie...she can better explain what i am talking about...

**I am Unwritten**